The Class of 1993 – Chapter One

5 Dec

Preface

In June of 2013, it will be twenty years since I graduated high school. Wow. Old. I wrote this book in my senior year for fun. It wasn’t really a prediction of what would happen to people in ten years, but a fun story of our reunion. (Even though we don’t do reunions.) Someone from my class recently reminded me of the book, as I had forgotten all about it. I found it in my garage and thought I’d post it here, one chapter per week, in celebration of our twenty year anniversary. (Seriously..so old wise.)

CHAPTER ONE

By D.M. Wright

This was it. The reunion. Ten years later.

I took a deep breath and cleared my throat. I patted my short brown hair and checked my make-up in my compact mirror. Then, I entered the very same ballroom at Concorde Banquets where our Senior Banquet was held. Senior Banquet was our “prom” as our private high school did not promote or welcome the traditional proms that public high schools have.

I looked around and took in the sea of faces. Faces I had known for years. These people with whom I grew up and shared parts of my life. I smiled and remembered. Those times were good times. Well…mostly good.

“Belle, is that you?!” I heard a screech and turned to find Tiffany Adams hurrying towards me. I grinned and exclaimed,

“Look at you! What a cow!” She was way pregnant and her entire being filled my gaze. However, she was still the skinniest girl I have ever met, even with child.

“Shut-up!” She said and we hugged. “It’s great to see you again. How long has it been?” She put her fingers to her mouth and I saw her lower lip tremble. My eyes widened in surprise. I never took her for the sentimental type. It must be the pregnancy hormones.

“Too long.” I smiled gently and hugged her again. “When are you due?”

“Ugghhh, two weeks, can you believe it?! Although it feels like it will be any second.” She winced and put her hands on her back. “Why did our reunion have to be this year?” She rolled her eyes, “Figures!” She looked around at everyone and wiped her eyes. “Everyone has either changed so much, or not at all!” She waved to someone across the room. “Look, isn’t that Alicia Medina?”

I looked to where she pointed and nodded.

“Ugghh, she makes me sick. She hasn’t changed a bit and look at me,” Tiffany shook her head. “Oh, there’s Tom. Wait and I’ll introduce you.” She took off.

I wouldn’t have thought she’d be able to move that fast.I watched her walk up to a tall, dark-haired man. She put her hand on his arm and he smiled and kissed her forehead. He must be her husband, Tom. Tiffany really hasn’t changed either. She’s just pregnant, that’s all. She’s still the tall, skinny girl we knew and loved in high school. Light brown hair and blue eyes – she also suffered from an annoying nickname – Taffy. Tiffany and Tom walked over to me and I smiled.

“Belle, this is Tom, my husband. Tom, this is Belle. We were good friends senior year.” She smiled and wrinkled her nose.

“Hello, glad to meet you.” He smiled, too, and held out his hand.

I shook it, smiled and replied, “You, too!”

“Taffy, you chuckle-butt, I’ve been looking all over for you!”

We all turned and found Brenda Gonzales charging over. Brenda looked at me and gasped. “Hi, oh gosh, it’s good to see you!”

We hugged. “You, too, Bren!” I grinned, remembering the times when the three of us hung out at the mall.

“Bren, I left an hour ago, why did it take you that long to get out of the bathroom?” Tiffany exclaimed and hit her lightly on the arm.

“Shut-up, I wasn’t in there that long.” Brenda laughed and hit her back.

“Belle, remember whenever we went anywhere or did anything, Brenda always had to go to the bathroom? You never had to ask what time it was cause she went every five minutes!” Tiffany covered her mouth and started to laugh. We joined her.

~~~~~~~

We were going to see Encino Man and we had just sat down to eat at the Picnic in the mall. As we were silly girls, we made fun of everyone that walked by and each other.

“Tiffany, you have ketchup all over your nose!” Brenda exclaimed in a whisper.

I looked up and gasped. “Tiff, here, take my napkin!” I handed it to her and she wiped at her nose.

“Where? Where?”

We started to laugh and she groaned, “Oh, I hate you guys!” She rolled her eyes and shook her head. “You’re so immature.” Brenda and I just laughed at Tiffany’s gullibility.

“I’m going to go get some water.” She got up and headed down to McDonalds.

I looked at Brenda mischievously. “Let’s ditch her! We can watch her from the other side of the food court.” She agreed and we got our garbage and hurried down the stairs.

The mall was set up so that you could walk around in a big, multi-level square of shops and restaurants with bridges and stairways connecting in the middle. We went to the other side of the restaurants and watched as Tiffany got her water and headed back to our table. When she found that we weren’t there, she looked around for us, but obviously didn’t see us. The more she looked around, the more we moved around, too, so she wouldn’t see us. We were laughing so hard that it was difficult to keep an eye on where she was going. Finally, she gave up and sat down so we headed back to her. As we walked up to the table, she glanced up and gave us the finger. She was so mad, but that made us laugh even harder.

“I hate you guys so much!” She got up and hit both of us. We were kind of mean, but it was fun to tease her. And she always forgave us.

“I have to go to the bathroom!” Brenda exclaimed. We made our way through the crowd to the nearest restroom.

“Watch where you’re going!” An old man yelled at Tiffany. She must have bumped into him.

“What?! What did I do?!” She yelled back and turned around to follow him, asking him what he thought she did to him. By this time, Brenda was bent over by the railing, trying not to pee her pants as she was laughing so hard. Tiffany rejoined us and we helped get Brenda off of the floor. The night was so fun and the movie was great. I will never forget the fun times the three of us had together.

~~~~~~

“Belle, hey, Belle, come and meet my new boyfriend!” Brenda pulled my arm and I went with her, waving apologetically over my shoulder to Tiffany and Tom.

“OK, I’m coming, take it easy!” I laughed.

“He’s so sweet and cute. You’ll just die when you see him!” I rolled my eyes and laughed again. She pulled me over to a guy with a long pony tail and ripped jeans.

“Chett, this is Belle, I told you about her, remember?” She gazed up at him lovingly.

He smiled, “Sure. Hi, Belle, how are you?”

I shook his hand and nodded, “Pretty good, and yourself?” Brenda’s taste in boys hasn’t changed much either. She gave me a sock in the arm, as if she could read my thoughts.

“Chett works for an art gallery.” Bren put her arm through his and grinned smugly.

“Oh, really? How fun! What do you do there? Are you an artist?” I asked.

“I’m the head janitor,” he replied.

Brenda grinned even wider and I didn’t know if I should laugh or not. I just nodded my head with a smile. Now what am I supposed to say?

“That’s fantastic!” I smiled some more.

“Baby, I’m thirsty. You want something?” Chett gestured toward the refreshment table.

“Sure.”

He left and I looked at Bren. She had her dark brown, almost black hair pulled back in a barrette. Her big, brown eyes stared at me inquisitively.

“Are you two serious?” I asked.

“Well, yeah. Why else would I be going with him?” She frowned.

“Just wondering,” I shrugged. We looked at each other and laughed.

“It probably won’t last anyways. He’s too much of a free spirit. I’m sure he wouldn’t want to be tied down.” She nodded.

“That’s good.” I nodded, too. She hit me. I looked at her, startled. “What I meant to say was, that it’s good that you two aren’t rushing into anything.” I explained.

She just socked me again in the arm and laughed, “I am going to get my man and my drink. You think they spiked the punch yet?” Then she winked and headed towards Chett.

Suddenly, I heard a low voice in my ear. “Nice, black nylons.”

I rolled my eyes and then I turned around. “Hi, Larry,” I grinned at him. Back in high school, skirts or dresses were mandatory for girls as it was a private school and they could not be more than two inches above the knee. Clearly a lot of nylons and tights were worn with them. But Larry only liked black nylons on certain people in high school. I was not one of them.

I looked down at my legs and back up at him. “Thanks.”

“No, I’m serious. They look good. You have finally grown into them.” He nodded and pushed his glasses up onto his nose.

“So, what’s your story? What has happened to you in the last ten years?” I asked and looked at his hand. Ahhh, a ring!

“Well, I tied the knot about three years ago. I met her at my job. She’s the bosses’ daughter.” He laughed.

“You swine!” I snarled. He just laughed some more. I don’t know where that term started, but it was a popular thing to say in high school.

“Wanna dance?” He asked and pointed toward the dance floor.

“As long as no one will mind? We don’t need any drama tonight.”

“My wife isn’t here,” he shrugged.

“OK.” We walked out onto the floor. Then I remembered the last time we had danced together. It was at Lori Wilson’s Valentine’s Day party. That was a real blast.

“So what are you up to?” He asked as we spun around.

“About 5′ 7″ in these heels, I think. Yeah, that’s about right.” I nodded.

“Ha-ha. Very funny. You always did have lame things to say.”

“Couldn’t help it. Seeing you again just brought all the lame memories flooding back.” I cracked.

“You know, you should write a book on how to make people feel lame.”

“Now there’s an idea. I might just do that. Can I dedicate it to you?”

“Certainly. I wouldn’t have suggested it if it hadn’t been for that perk.”

“Excuse me. May I?” A tall, dark-haired man with rugged good looks and an English accent tapped Larry on the shoulder.

“Certainly. Catch you later, Belle.” He waved and walked off.

“Hello, my dear.” He put his arms around me.

I smiled gently up at him, “Eh-lo, dahling!” I mimicked his accent with a hint of cockney in my own. Then I lifted my face for a kiss.

He complied with a snort. “I hate it when you do that. Who was that fellow?” He glanced back towards Larry’s retreating figure.

“Larry Tanner. A guy from my class.” I shrugged.

“Oh, I see,” he nodded. “Have you seen a lot of people yet?”

“Only a few.” The music stopped, people applauded, and my dear husband, Charles, took me over to a table he had chosen. We sat down and he held my hands across the table.

“You are still the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Even after seeing some of the ladies from your class that you have raved about. None of them come close to your exquisite beauty.” He lifted my hands to his lips.

I snorted out a laugh. Charles winced. “It’s that right there, isn’t it? That’s the beauty there. I know it!” I puffed up with pride.

He just shook his head with a small smile. “Trust you to turn a romantic moment into a giggle fest.”

I met Charles in England and after a very, rough first impression, we fell in love. At first we hated each other but then we got acquainted and things sort of unraveled from there. I looked into his tender, brown eyes that no matter how hard he tries, could never be cold, and leaned over to kiss his cheek. Some women wouldn’t call him handsome or gorgeous, but women with sense and intelligence would see right away his noble features and rugged good looks. He has black hair and very tanned skin.

I met him while I was writing one of my murder mysteries. This one took place in an old English castle. So, of course, what better way to get the true experience than to go see one for myself. That is where I ran into this very rude and arrogant tyrant, Charles Hayward IV. His name sounds like he has loads of family money, but he actually came from a very poor family. It has been only out of hard work and smart business sense that Charles has come into his money. He is an architect and builds mansions all over the continent. That is how I ran into him; it was one of his English castles that I was visiting.

After I got to know him better, I found that behind his hard exterior was a very caring and romantic gentleman. When we were married, he took me to Crete for our honeymoon. We stayed in one of his mansions. It was the best time of my life.

I turned my hands over in his and squeezed his fingers.

“Would you like a glass of punch?” He smiled and kissed my hands again.

“Sure.”

“All right,”  he got up and went over to the refreshment table.

I was sitting there looking around at the decorations and finely dressed people, when I spotted someone I hadn’t seen in forever. (Well, at least in ten years!)

“Mary!” I cried and got up to greet her.

“Hi, Belle!” She smiled and I noticed that Kristy Kast was with her.

“Hi!” Kristy shrugged, waved and grinned all at the same time. We all hugged and started talking at once.

“How have you been?”

“Where’s Charles?”

“Are you married?”

These were asked at the same time and then we all laughed.

“OK, you go first, Mary,” I grinned.

She sighed and smiled. “OK, how have you been?”

“Wonderful! I couldn’t be happier. And you? Are you married?” I raised my eyebrows and awaited her answer.

“Not yet, but I am engaged!” She said excitedly.

“To whom?! When’s the big day?” I grabbed her hands.

“Well, his name is Christopher and we’ll be getting married on the twentieth!” Her eyes sparkled with excitement.

“Two weeks! That’s when Tiffany said she was due! June is such a popular month. How exciting, Mary!” I smiled warmly.

“OK, Kristy, your turn.” Mary laughed.

“Where’s Charles? You’ve told me about him in your letters – I’m so curious!” She exclaimed.

“Well….” I looked around for him and back towards our table. Sure enough, he was there, looking around for me. “There he is.” I gestured towards him.

“Oh, he is very handsome. You said he is British, right?” She looked him over.

“Mmm-hmmmm. What do you think of him, Mary?” I murmured.

“Delicious.” She nodded.

I laughed out loud, “Thank you. I am sure he would be delighted to know that he has been described as delicious. Let me get him and I’ll introduce you. Just one minute.” I hurried over to him.

“Oh, there you are.” He handed me a glass of punch.

“Come meet some friends.” I grabbed his free hand and dragged him over to them and quickly made introductions.

“How do you do?” Charles nodded slightly.

I grinned and held on to his arm. “Mary is getting married in two weeks, darling,” I informed him.

“That is wonderful! Marriage is quite uplifting and gratifying.” He smiled, “At least it is for me.” He kissed my head.

I leaned back against him and smiled indulgently, “Doesn’t he say the most wonderful things?!” I teased.

Charles laughed and I turned toward Kristy. “Is that a ring on your finger?” I wiggled my eyebrows. Ever since I got married, I have been completely obsessed with marriage and asking everyone I know about theirs.

“Yeah,” she shrugged and grinned again.

“Who’s the lucky fellow?”

“It’s Brian. He’s running around here somewhere.” She glanced around for him. “Probably flirting with all the girls and fooling around with Larry.”

“Wow, did you guys last that long or find each other again?”

“We lasted this long,” she smiled. “We got married last year.”

I whistled, “Wow.”

Mary exclaimed, “Here comes Christopher. Now you can meet him.” She waved and a very tall man with blonde hair joined us.

“Hello, everyone!” He grinned. He had a nice smile with dimples and laugh lines around his eyes.

Mary linked arms with him. “This is Christopher. Chris, this is Belle and her husband Charles. And this is Kristy.” Greetings went all around and then Kristy asked where they had met.

“Well, it’s quite something, actually. I was in a car accident and was on one of my last legs. I was taken to the hospital Mary works at.” He grinned at Mary and put his arms around her. “She was one of the nurses who assisted in my operation and when I woke up, there she was with a nice, big needle to stick in my -”

Mary interrupted him, “I took care of him those days he was laid up and he just grew an attachment for me. A lot of patients do to special nurses.” She smiled.

“Yes, but mine went beyond the attachment and straight into love.” He kissed her on the cheek and we all “awed”.

“So did you get to see his insides, Mary?” I asked with interest.

Charles cleared his throat, “Really, darling.” He looked away in embarrassment but I just grinned.

“Hey, not many people can say that they’ve seen their spouse’s insides.” I laughed.

“Well, not really, sorry, Belle,” Mary laughed, too.

“That would have been a memory,” Charles murmured.

“Hi, guys! How’s it going?”

We all turned and found Brian, Kristy’s husband, in a nice suit and his size 16 shoes. I laughed out loud and Kristy rolled her eyes.

“I couldn’t believe it when he came down the stairs.” She shook her head and covered her face with her hand.

“You know I had to wear ‘em.” Brian held out his arms and took a little hop forward. “Ta-da!”

I looked at Charles as he watched Brian with wonder.

“Still the same, huh, Brian?” Mary asked with a laugh.

“Yep. Haven’t changed, and I won’t.” He glanced at Charles and then looked at him fully. “Hello, the name’s Brian Kanton.” He held out his hand.

Charles shook it. “Charles Hayward.” He nodded, “Belle’s husband.”

“Nice to meet you!” He looked at Christopher, “Hey, Mary, this your young fella, here?” He held out his hand to Chris.

“Yep, Brian, this is Chris Kringle.” Mary blushed as she aroused some laughter.

“No way!” Brian exclaimed.

“Afraid so. My mother had quite the sense of humor.” Chris said with a chuckle.

“Cool!” He looked at Kristy. “Come on, babe, I want to try their dip.” Brian waved and headed for the food.

“Brian is a cook,” Kristy explained, walking away. “Always after new recipes.”

I laughed in surprise. A cook? That took me back. It seems like it was just yesterday…..

~~~~~~

We all had speech class senior year, except for the fortunate people who had unique schedules. We had to do a demonstration speech. Brian did his on how to make cupcakes. He got up to the teacher’s desk and set out all his ingredients and a sign that said, “Baking With – the Man in the Apron”.

He explained how to mix everything together in a bowl, although he didn’t have real eggs. He had poked a hole in one end of them and blew out the yoke so as not to break them on the way to school. Then he poured the substance into cupcake wrappers in a tin, and stuck them into the desk which had a sign that said, “this is the oven”. He pulled out already made cupcakes with frosting and sprinkles and let everyone have some. He had everyone laughing hysterically, even our teacher, Mrs. Swanson, especially at the beginning when he put on a feminine apron.

Brian always had good speeches. I was always jealous that I couldn’t do mine like his.

~~~~~~

I shook my head back to the present in time to hear:

“Come on, Mary, let’s dance.” Chris grabbed her hand and yanked gently.

“OK, I guess we could do that.” Mary smiled at us and followed her fiance onto the dance floor.

“Interesting friends you have there,” Charles smiled and took my hand.

“They’re hilarious!” I shook my head. I wonder who I will run into next.

The Secret Exploits of a SAHM – Chapter Nine – Are You Our New Daddy?

27 Nov

Please remember the following: This is not an autobiography. It is a fictional book, loosely based on reality. I apologize in advance for swear words. This is an adult book and not for children to read.

Are You Our New Daddy?

By D.M. Wright

“He’s finally asleep.” He comes back from the baby’s room to find me huddled on the couch. “Come. Let’s get you cleaned up. I want to make sure you don’t need medical attention.” He holds a hand out to me.

I reach up and he grabs my hand and leads me to the bathroom. He has already run a bath. I undress and sink down into the warm, sudsy water. It feels good on my bruised skin.

“Oh, sweetie…” His voice catches. Then he begins washing my back with a sponge.

“What?” I whisper. I know it’s bad.

He shakes his head, his jaw clenching. “I’m going to kill that bastard.”

I look at him closely. I see that he is pretty serious. I discover that I am not anxious to argue with him.

“Do you think he will come back today?” He asks.

“I don’t know. Probably late tonight as he always does.” I start crying. “I don’t want to be here!”

“Shhh, shhhh. It’s OK. I am not going to let you stay here anyways.” He smooths my hair. “We’ll take the boys and go somewhere safe.”

We confirm that nothing is broken. Maybe a cracked rib or two, but there’s not much you can do for those besides taping your side. He didn’t touch my face or anywhere that clothes wouldn’t always cover. He knew very well what he was doing.

I pack bags for the boys. The minute they get home from school we take off. I leave a note saying we were staying with my family and that if he knew what was best for him, he would leave us alone. I call in to the school as well and tell them the kids would not be attending for the rest of the week as we were going on vacation.

Now that I know I am being followed, it is easy to spot the guy. He is not being very inconspicuous. Either my husband didn’t tell him I knew about him following us or it didn’t matter anymore if I knew. I drive with only the kids to my mother’s house and we hang out until later that night. We all “turn in”, shut off all of the lights and sit quietly in the dark. He stays for a bit, but then pulls away and drives off. We weren’t sure how long he would be gone. Maybe he was just getting a quick bite to eat or a cup of coffee. Maybe he was going home to shower and sleep and come back in the morning. In either case, he would for sure, be back.

I see my knight in shining armor pull into the driveway. The kids and I grab our bags and quickly head out to his car. I have told my mother nothing except that we are going on a trip and I am leaving my car at her house.

We get away unnoticed and head to a hotel for the night at least. We need to come up with some sort of plan.

——

We spend the next few days at the hotel. The boys have fun in the pool. He plays with them and loves them. Just as a real father should. We order lots of room service and spoil ourselves. I only wish we were somewhere else.

My mind goes over all of the scenarios of what I can do to get out of this mess. All have the end result of the children being taken away from me. I can not let that happen. Even in the best scenario: I go to the police, they arrest him for abuse, he makes bail or serves his time, he comes back and hurts me and/or takes my kids away. Not going to happen.

I can not enjoy myself while we are here. My brain will not shut off.

“What well-behaved boys you have!” An older woman exclaims as she passes our table in the hotel restaurant. “Such a beautiful family!” She is smiling radiantly. “Congratulations.”

I can barely smile back at her let alone get a word out.

“Thank you,” he says, graciously and nods. As she moves away, he looks at me. “Is it wrong that that made my day?” He swallows hard.

“Are you our new Daddy?”

He looks at me to answer. Frankly, I am surprised this question hasn’t come up already.

“What would you think if that were true?” I ask, delicately.

A shrug. “It’d be OK, I guess. Our real Daddy has disappeared so I guess we could have a replacement Daddy.” Then a grin. “And I like you.”

I look to my oldest. He is smiling a little bit. I believe it is OK with him, too. And since my baby reaches for the man now more than he does for me, I am positive he doesn’t care either.

I leave it at that. They move on to another topic of conversation. Most of the time they aren’t asking a serious a question as they lead you to believe. I think back to when the baby was born.

I was holding him in my arms rocking him and my middle son was watching me. “Mommy, where do babies come from?”

I stopped rocking and held my breath. “Well, this one came from my tummy, remember?”

“No, no, that’s not what I mean. Like, what country do they come from?”

I giggle. “He comes from the same country as you. The United States of America.”

“Oh, OK. I just wanted to check. We are learning about different countries in my class.” And then he was on to a different topic.

Rocking resumed.

I smile faintly at the memory. Things seemed much easier back then. Why did it all have to become so horrifying and complicated?

——

“We could just run away,” I whisper. “Far away from here where he can’t hurt us.” Every night I throw out some new ideas. None have panned out.

I look at my boys, sleeping angelically, unaware that their father has gone completely mad.

“We could but he would probably go to the police and say you kidnapped them. Then there will be alerts out everywhere.”

He is right. We have nowhere to go.

We decide to go back home. We can’t hide forever.

Then I will kill him.

The Secret Exploits of a SAHM – Chapter Eight – No Way Out

20 Sep

Please remember the following: Not everything in this book is true. It is not an autobiography. There is some freedom with the truth. It is a fictional book, loosely based on reality. I apologize in advance for swear words. This is not for children to read. It is an adult book. 

No Way Out

By D. M. Wright

“Kill him?” I ask weakly. He comes uncomfortably close to me. Or maybe it is comfortably? I breathe in his scent that was becoming oh, so familiar. I long for this scent now.

“That doesn’t sound so bad to me,” he whispers. His lips are inches away from mine. My heart is racing.

I hear a key in the lock on the door. My eyes widen and I gasp, “It’s him!” We break apart and begin to clean up the kitchen as if this was a normal occurrence.

He comes around the corner. “Who the fuck are you?”

“He lives downstairs. The baby was sick and -”

“Shut the fuck up. I wasn’t talking to you!” He snarls at me and then pushes me out-of-the-way.

He looks at my neighbor friend with a smirk. “You playing house with my wife, is that it? Think she’s something else? A hot piece of mommy ass? Get the fuck out of my house!” He yells suddenly.

The neighbor tightens his jaw and his fists at his sides. “If you lay one finger on her, I will hurt you AND call the cops.” He mutters, but leaves the kitchen. He glances at me with worry in his eyes.

I am sure my eyes are pleading for him to stay.

I hear the door click closed and I am filled with dread.

“What exactly is going on here?” My husband asks in a low growl.

“I told you, the baby was sick. He threw up all over his crib. I was cleaning him up and hauling out trash when I ran into the neighbor outside. He’s a friend. He was just helping me out. He watched the baby and made some breakfast for us. That’s it.”

“You two looked pretty cozy and warm all cleaning up the kitchen together. You have a thing for him?” He steps up closer to me. His voice is menacing.

“He’s a nice man. He’s helped us out of a couple of jams around the house.” My voice is shaking. I take a step back.

“I think he likes you. I saw the way he looked at you. And I think you like him.” A step closer with every sentence.

I didn’t know what to say. Where is he going with this?

“I bet I know what he wants to do to you.” His voice is guttural now. He unbuckles his belt.

Oh my god. I am immediately scared for what is next. This man who I used to love and cherish. What is he going to do to me?

“Stop,” I whisper. I push against his chest.

“You’re my wife.” He growls and pulls me against him. His lips slam down onto mine.

I taste blood. I push at him harder. “Stop, you’re hurting me!” I exclaim.

“You think that hurts?” He grabs me roughly and carries me into the bedroom.

——

I wake up in my bed. I hear the baby crying. I sit up and gasp in pain. It’s hard to breathe.  My head is spinning. I am dizzy. Then everything comes flooding back. I start sobbing. If I tell anyone, he said he will accuse me of cheating, and take my boys away from me. He will see to it that I will never see them again. He will hurt me, he will hurt my neighbor friend and he will hurt them. No one can hurt my babies.

The baby’s cries become more urgent. I am not sure how long I have been out. I take stock of my injuries. It hurts to walk but I can manage. Nothing is broken. There are a lot of bruises but nothing is broken. Except maybe a rib because it really hurts to breathe.

I get the baby out of the crib and hold him to me. I cry along with him. He is soaked. I change his diaper and clothes and just hold him for a long time.

Suddenly I am aware of a pounding at the door.

I wince as I move to answer it. It’s him. My nice neighbor man. Oh, how I long to throw open the door and myself into his arms. But, I can’t. We would be the walking dead if I do. He is watching.

I open the door a crack. “Hi,” I smile as best as I can.

“Are you ok?” He tries to push open the door. “Let me in.”

“No, it’s probably best if we don’t see each other anymore,” I whisper. “He was really angry.”

“I don’t care, I need to know if you’re ok!” He frowns.

“Oh, I’m fine! Don’t worry about me!” I smile and try to laugh, but it gets caught and I can’t fake away the pain.

“MOVE!” He exclaims.

I flinch at his tone and back away from the door. I snuggle into the baby’s neck and cry.

“I’m sorry,” He says and puts his arms around me. “I had to know. He hurt you, didn’t he?” He is angry. He starts looking and pulling at my arms, my face, my neck.

I pull away from him. “Stop,” I gasp. I can’t stop crying. Everything hurts.

He stops and lets go of me. “I am calling the police.” He grabs his phone.

“NO!” I shout. “You can’t. He will hurt us all, in every way.”

“That’s ridiculous! He can’t hurt you if he’s behind bars!” He snaps.

“He’s got pictures. Someone’s been following us everywhere. That is how he knew to come home right when you were here. He knew you were here. He was trying to catch us.”

“But nothing happened! We are just friends!” He exclaimed and ran a hand through his hair.

“It doesn’t matter! He has all the proof he needs that looks like I have been cheating on him. If I tell he is going to take away my kids. I will never see them again and they can’t be left to him! He’s a monster!” I am sobbing now.

“Shhh, ok, ok. Relax.” He tries to quiet me.

The baby is also crying again. He hates when any of us cry.

“There’s got to be something we can do.” He says quietly.

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